From: clair rutherford <mulderimyours@hotmail.com>
To: <Whispers_@hotmail.com>
Subject: First Time is Always the Worst - FIC
Date: Thursday, November 08, 2001 5:43 PM

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Title:  First time is always the worst

Author:  Clair

Rating:  NC17

Category:  MSR

Disclaimer:  The characters do not belong to me…I am just borrowing 
them for a little while.  Keeping myself in my pre season nine world, 
where Mulder and Scully live happily ever after J…as if he would ever 
let that happen.  So unfortunately they are the sole property of Chris 
Carter, 1013 productions and twentieth century fox.

Summary:  Scully is forced to spend time away from Mulder and William, 
how does she cope without them.

Spoilers:  Existence I guess but it is all purely fiction after that.

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It was a cold December morning the phone began to ring uncontrollably, 
startling William making him scream.  At just seven months old he was 
the light of his parents eyes.  The bureau had adopted him as their 
own, AD Skinner taking his role as godfather very seriously indeed.

"Fox Mulder"

"Fox its Maggie, can you put Dana on please"

Her voice was quiet and you could sense the tension in it.

"You okay Maggie?"

"Not really, can I speak to Dana."

"Sure one second she is just trying to calm Will down he got a fright 
when the phone rang."

Mulder climbed out of bed still holding tightly onto the phone, Maggie 
wasn't speaking.  This was unusual and very unnerving…he held the 
phone out towards Scully.  She was busy cradling her son to her chest 
rocking him back and forth to soothe him back to sleep.

Mulder mouthed to Scully:  "It's your mom"

"Mulder tell her I'll call her back in ten minutes once I have William 
sorted."

Mulder moved towards her placing his free hand on her shoulder, while 
the other covered the mouthpiece of the phone.

"Scully I think it is important she seems upset.  I'll take William 
and you talk to your mom."

Scully kissed the tot on the crown of his head, running her fingers 
through his wavy brown hair.

"William go see Daddy, Mommy will feed you soon."

Mulder smiled he loved to watch the way Scully interacted with their 
son, she was a natural, born to be a mother.  William murmured a 
little at the loss of contact but soon settled into Mulder's firm 
chest.

"Hey Mom sorry about the wait, Will got himself all upset when the 
phone rang. You know what he is like when he gets woken up suddenly 
all hell breaks loose."

"Sorry to wake you Dana.  I thought you might be up now for William's 
feed."

"Yeah I would normally be but he went down late last night. You sound 
tired mom everything alright."

Maggie began to fill up the concern in her daughters voice was 
evident:

"Dana its Charlie"

The tears began to flow before she could even get the rest of the 
words out:

"Mom what about Charlie…you're starting to worry me, he's okay isn't 
he?"

Mulder's attention was drawn to Scully, whose colour was draining fast 
from her face.  If he hadn't just settled William he would have jumped 
right of the bed and been by her side in no time.  Instead he sat 
there and watched the drama unfold trying to get her attention:

"Dana…Charlie was in a road accident early this morning.  Louise 
called me and told me that he had been taken to the base hospital, but 
they were going to transfer him to Johns Hopkins"

"How bad is he mom?"

"He has not regained consciousness but they believe he is stabilised 
enough to be moved."

"Mom what time will he be in Baltimore?"

Her voice had begun to crackle as the realisation hit that Charlie was 
badly hurt.

"Not sure yet Dana, Louise said she would be in touch."

"Mom I'll pick you up and we'll meet them there."

"Dana I can go by myself…. you have William to think of now."

"Mulder is more than capable of looking after his son, and we need to 
stick together. I'll be there in a few hours."

"Dana…thank you"

"Mom don't thank me … do we know what is the matter with Charlie yet?"

"No just that he is suffering from severe head injuries and that they 
had to perform emergency surgery as he was bleeding internally."

Scully gasped she had been hoping that it wasn't that bad.

"Okay Mom I'll be there as soon as I can, get some clothes 
together…enough for a few days just to be on the safe side."

Scully placed the phone back in the cradle, and as soon as she did so 
her guard was down.  She didn't have to be strong in front of Mulder 
or brave for her mom's sake.  The tears began to flow uncontrollably, 
tracing the contours on her porcelain skin.  Mulder so wanted to hold 
her to comfort her, but William had just closed his eyes.  Instead he 
beckoned her to come and sit next to him on the bed. She was freezing 
cold, probably a culmination from the shock and the fact that she was 
wearing nothing but one of Mulder's trademark grey t-shirts.

Scully climbed in alongside Mulder, she needed to feel skin-to-skin 
contact.  Tears still streaming Mulder placed his arm around her and 
pulled her into his chest.  William still sleeping in his other arm, 
she looked into his eyes and saw something she could have only dreamed 
of.  He loved her with all his heart and she knew it.

"Scully I'm going to put William back down in his crib, and then you 
can tell me what is going on."

Her silent tears turned to sobs as she moved over onto her side of the 
bed, letting Mulder get up with their son.  Mulder moved slowly so not 
to wake the sleeping miracle he cradled lovingly in his muscular arms.  
Scully's eyes didn't move form the picture playing in front of her 
eyes; the two most important things in her world were safe and well.  
She was still taken aback by how well Mulder was coping with the 
changes and how he had settled into fatherhood so easily.  William 
adored him and Mulder couldn't do enough to help Scully with him.  
Just watching Mulder tenderly tucking William into his crib, silenced 
her tears.  Mulder placed a small kiss on the child's forehead before 
returning his attention back to Scully.

Scully was sat on her side of the bed, her knees tucked up inside the 
t-shirt, rocking herself gently.  Mulder climbed in alongside wrapping 
his arms so tightly around her that she was finding it hard to 
breathe.  He took over the rhythmic movement rocking them back and 
forth; it had a somewhat soothing effect.

"Scully…do you want to talk about it?"

"Uhmmm not really I have so much to do."

"Scully how bad is he? Charlie?"

Her voice began to falter:

"Mulder I think he is real bad…they're transferring him to Johns 
Hopkins.  They have a specialist neuro facility and he must be bad to 
need to be transferred.  Mom doesn't have any details though, and by 
the sounds of things neither did Louise. I told her I would go to 
Baltimore, but…"

"Scully you have to go, you would just be sat here wondering what was 
going on if you weren't there.  Plus you will be able to find out much 
quicker than your mom what is wrong with Charlie."

"I'll miss William Mulder but there is no way I can take him with me.  
I've never been apart from him for more than a few hours and then mom 
was looking after him and he wasn't far away."

"Scully we'll be fine and I'll call you all the time so you can check 
on us."
"I know…"

Mulder pulled her in for a hug kissing her softly:

"Scully it will only be for a day or two and if it is longer me and 
William will get some time off work and come to Baltimore as well."

"God Mulder what about work…you've only just got your job back at the 
bureau."

"Skinner will understand and in any case Kimberley dotes on William, 
she'll be more than happy to give me a hand."

"I'm sure you'll have all the women in the Hoover building giving you 
a helping hand."

"Scully I will not I am more than capable and you known it."

"I know but it made us both smile didn't it…okay I'm going to express 
some milk and get my stuff together."

"You going to be okay"

"I'll be fine once I am there and I know what is going on."

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8am Maggie Scully's residence

Scully fidgeted all the way there while William gurgled at her from 
his car seat.  His fingers were wrapped tightly around her thumb, 
while she spoke to him about what was going on outside.  He seemed to 
listen to her intently and even murmured when she stopped as the car 
came to a halt in her mother's driveway.

Maggie was ready and waiting, she had packed a small case and was on 
her way down the driveway before Mulder had a chance to pop the trunk.

"Morning Fox"

"Morning"

"Didn't expect to see you."

"Let me take your case, while you get in the car."

Mulder took his time with the trunk giving mother and daughter just 
enough time alone.  He opened his door slowly signalling to Scully 
that he was ready to go.

"Mom Mulder is going to drop us off at Union Station, he can use the 
car, it's better for William as his safety seat is in here."

"That's not the only reason though Maggie.  There was no way I was 
letting either you or her drive when you both have so much on your 
mind.  I need you both back here safe and sound and in one piece, so 
the train it is."

The journey into Union Station seemed to take forever, even though 
there was little or no traffic on the route.  No one spoke except to 
William and it was only in response to his constant gurgling, if he 
had been asleep the car would have been completely silent with 
everyone in his or her own little world.  After what seemed like an 
eternity Mulder pulled into a parking bay right at the front of the 
station, one of the advantages of being an FBI agent you could leave 
your car almost anywhere.

Mulder got out of the car and retrieved the overnight bags from the 
trunk; Maggie was right behind him taking hers from his hand.  She was 
on her way into the station before Scully was even out of the car:

"Come on Scully time to go, your mom has already gone in to pick the 
tickets up."

"It's just…."

Mulder moved towards her and kissed her gently on the lips, it was a 
kiss filled with passion and emotion.

"C'mon Scully Charlie will be fine, even though I know you are worried 
as much about leaving William as you are Charlie.  We'll be fine as 
well, we'll miss you like hell but we'll live.  Take Will out of his 
seat and we'll go and wave bye to you and grandma…won't we Wills?"

Scully scooped him up into her arms and walked into the station in 
pursuit of her mother, with Mulder hot on her heels.  The train was 
already on its platform so the goodbye was brief to say the least.  
That was probably better in the long run; no time to dwell on leaving 
them behind…plus Maggie would keep her mind off Mulder and William on 
the journey to the hospital.

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J. Edgar Hoover Building

Mulder had just returned to work after Skinner had had him reinstated 
once Kersch was out of the bureau.  However the passion he once had 
for the x-files had long past, he saw them as secondary to his life 
with Scully and William.  He believed he had found what he was looking 
for; he had closure over his sister Samantha.  Therefore he had found 
his truth and now he didn't want to endanger his family in anyway by 
pursuing the group of men behind the global conspiracy.  It wasn't 
just him now, he had Scully and William to think about and their 
future together.

"Okay William … now this is where mommy and daddy work.  You've been 
here before when you were very small.  This is where we disappear to 
when grandma looks after you…you have to be on your best behaviour as 
you shouldn't really be here."

Mulder looked deep into his son's eyes it was as if he was waiting for 
some response.  Stepping into the elevator he pressed the button to 
take them to Skinner's office, better sooner than later.

Kimberley grinned when she saw Mulder's familiar frame walk into the 
office, but instead of a briefcase he was carrying a diaper bag, and 
William was strapped to his chest in a papoose.

"Morning Agent Mulder"

"Morning Kimberley can I go through and speak to AD Skinner?"

"One minute I'll check……………………………. sure he is in the office and he 
isn't busy."

"Thanks Kimberley"

"Agent Mulder … do you want me to take William from you before you go 
in there."

"Oh Yeah … Sorry I kind of forget he was there."

"Is Agent Scully okay?"

Kimberley questioned looking very concerned:

"Yes she is fine, just a few family problems at the moment"

Mulder had skilfully removed William from the papoose and placed his 
pacifier in his mouth before passing him to Kimberley.

"There you go sweetie, be good for auntie Kimberley daddy will be 
right back."

Kimberley smiled and took William from him:

"Just go in Agent Mulder AD Skinner is waiting for you."

"Thanks"

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Skinner's office

"What can I do for you Agent Mulder?"

"Sir!  Agent Scully received some bad news this morning.  Her brother 
Charles was in a road accident and he is being transferred to Johns 
Hopkins."

"Is he okay?"

"We don't know sir, we just don't know."

"Tell Agent Scully to take of as much time as she needs and that my 
thoughts are with her."

"Sir!"

Both men were stopped in their tracks by the sound of William 
protesting about being left with Kimberley:

"Mulder?"

"You see Sir that is the problem, Maggie usually looks after William 
and well we wouldn't leave him with anyone."

"I know but…"

"Well I have two choices I too can take some time off or I can just do 
paper work, and god those files could do with a clearing out.  Doggett 
and Reyes are more than capable of doing the fieldwork."

Much to Mulder's surprise Skinner got up and left the office returning 
with a squirming William in his arms.

"Okay Buddy…if you're going to be working in my department I don't 
want to hear any more of this crying.  You listening to me William…you 
have work to do."

Mulder suppressed a laugh, as Skinner handed William back to him:

"Paper work it is then!"

"Let's just see how it goes, hopefully Dana and Maggie will be back 
soon."

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Home of the FBI's most unwanted

Reyes was already sat behind the desk, and Doggett was leafing threw 
some old case files in the filing cabinet.  The look on their faces 
was priceless when Mulder walked in with William under one arm, diaper 
bag under the other.

"Hey guys hard at work I see…Scully is going to be off for a few days, 
so we thought we'd start William's training early."

Reyes and Doggett were both completely gob smacked, lost for words in 
fact.

"Is Agent Scully okay?"

Reyes managed to spit out:

"Yes!  But her brother has been in an accident and she accompanied her 
mother to the hospital"
"Oh"

"So me and William here will be spending the next day of so in the 
office, while you lucky people get to go and do the fieldwork."

"Did Skinner ok this Mulder?"

"He certainly did John…we'll try not to cramp your style."

They all laughed, as it was a strange sight seeing a baby in an FBI 
office.  Especially one that was going to be there all day, he wasn't 
simply visiting for a few minutes.

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Johns Hopkins Hospital Baltimore 10.32am

(in Scully's head) I hope my boys are okay…I'm sure they are fine.  
Mom keeps telling me that the first time is always the worst.  I have 
left William longer than this before but we have always been in the 
same town.  Now he is back in DC and I am here in Baltimore.  I don't 
know what I would do if anything happened to William or Mulder they 
are my life.

Scully lifted her head to see her mom walking towards her with 
Charlie's wife Louise, they both looked tired and withdrawn.  Scully 
stood up and began to walk towards them meeting them half way:

"Any news yet mom?"

"Not yet Dana they are running some tests on him now, we'll know more 
in an hour or so."

"We do know that the surgery was a success they managed to stop the 
internal bleeding and repair the damage to his liver."

"Well that's something I guess."

Louise looked dreadful; she obviously hadn't slept since the news.  
Scully didn't see much of Charlie or Louise but they had always been 
quite close, keeping in regular contact on the phone and through 
letters.  Louise was of similar stature to her, petite probably about 
5'3"; she was a marine biologist that had graduated from Harvard.  She 
had met Charlie on board the USS Victory in 1997 and their 
relationship had blossomed from there.  Scully liked her she was good 
for her little brother…and it was obvious how much she loved Charlie.

"Mom, Lou I am going to go outside and ring Mulder, come and get me if 
there is any news."

"You're checking up on him sweetie"

"I know…but he knows I will phone"

"Uh huh"

Scully sat in the gardens of the hospital taking out her cell phone, 
she sat for a minute and thought about what she was going to say.  
Would Mulder be offended that she was checking up on him, did she 
really need to phone? She began to dial his number not using the speed 
dial for once normally she would just hit one but this time dialling 
was almost a comfort to her, and it gave her time to think about what 
she was going to say.  The phone rang for what seemed like forever:

"Mulder"

"Mulder it's me"

"Scully"

Tears built up at the sound of his voice, she no longer had the 
ability to form a sentence.  God she needed him now more than ever, 
her whole world was falling apart it was like loosing Melissa all 
over.

"Scully?"

Her sniffling could be heard down the phone line.  (in Mulder's head) 
Oh Jesus please don't let it be true…please let Charlie be okay.

"Scully you're frightening me.  Is everything okay?"

"Mulder I just needed to hear your voice…"

"Charlie is he okay?"

"He's as well as can be expected…surgery went well but he is still 
unconscious."

"Thank God for that I expected the worst"
"Is William okay?"

"Of course he's sleeping in the corner of the office…I think he likes 
the 'I want to believe poster', he can't take his eyes off it."

Mulder heard a faint giggle

"That's better Scully this isn't like you"

"I know Mulder…it's just my mom always told me I was the strong one.  
I am trying to be strong for her sake, but all I keep thinking of what 
if I was mom and William was Charlie."

"Scully stop right now…William is just fine.  You are bound to feel 
emotional, it is the first time you have had to deal with anything 
since having our little miracle."

"Maybe"

"Trust me on this, it is the culmination of you trying to be strong, 
stressing about Charlie and worrying about William."

"Mulder this just isn't like me at all…I'm a nervous wreck.  I don't 
want mom or Louise to see me like this."

"Scully they'll understand…don't build up those walls again…listen 
closely I have something that will make you feel better."

Mulder moved towards William and slowly removed his pacifier, hoping 
and praying he wouldn't cry he would simply mutter a little.  Mulder 
held the cell to his son's mouth, William began to suck furiously 
searching form the pacifier, and he started to moan a little until 
Mulder placed it back in his mouth.

"You hear that Scully?  William is fine taking is normal midday nap."

"Thanks Mulder I needed that."

"We've booked into the Clarion hotel in Baltimore room 216, if you 
need to get in touch with me and my cell isn't on.  Mom is sharing a 
room with Louise and I have the adjoining room.  I can't see us 
spending much time at the hotel, but we will need to sleep."

"We'll be okay Scully I'll call you when I finish work, if you want me 
you know where I am.  Give your mom and Louise a huge hug from me and 
William and we'll see you soon."

"Love you Mulder … give William a kiss from mommy."

"We love you too Scully… bye"

"Bye"

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8pm

Mulder had just finished feeding William, changed him and put him down 
for the night.  He propped his feet up on the coffee table lay back 
with a copy of  'The Lone Gunmen' and the remote control in his free 
hand, channel surfing as always.

(in Mulder's head)  Scully must be really busy I thought she would 
have phoned again by now.  Although I guess it was only a few hours 
since she phoned last, maybe I'll phone her.  She said she would call 
after 8 now that Charlie was awake she had him to take her mind off 
home.

Scully had called about two hours ago leaving Mulder a message saying 
that Charlie had woken up and his prognosis was good.

Reaching for his cell phone he paused for a split second, he almost 
dropped it when the phone began to ring just as he was about to press 
the speed dial.

"Mulder"

"Mulder it's me"

"Hey Sweetie…missing you heaps.  How's Charlie coming along?"

"Missed you too…Charlie is going to be okay.  He has been very 
lucky…his head injuries were not as severe as first suspected. The 
surgery stopped the internal bleeding and all his internal organs were 
saved.  A lot of bruising and a few broken bones but the main thing is 
he'll live.  He should be out of the hospital in the next few weeks."

"You'll be coming home soon then?"

"Yeah I'm going to get the train out tomorrow lunchtime.  Mom is going 
to stay here with Louise they can cope without me now.  I want to be 
at home with my boys."

"Scully I've missed you so much, you'd think you had been away for 
months it isn't even a day yet.  But I had gotten it into my mind that 
you would be away for quite a while therefore it seems much longer."

"I know Mulder…me too"

"So what you doing now?"

"I'm having an early night, I'm lying on the bed watching some crap on 
the box."

"An early night sounds good, would be even better if you were here."

"I know … god I could do with feeling your skin against mine, hot and 
slick with small beads of perspiration.  The feel of your abs under my 
fingertips…it feels so good Mulder."

Scully almost purred his name sending Mulder into a frenzy, he was 
squirming on the couch his work pants becoming very restraining.  His 
erection was rubbing up against the zip, making him harder than ever.

"Sccchhhuuullleeeee"

"Yes Mulder" Scully replied in a quiet fluid tone, the voice of an 
angel with the intention of a devil.

"I need you right now"

"Mulder that is going to be hard"

"I am hard"

"You know what I mean…I'm no where near you.  Although I have 
fantasised about this"

Mulder nearly choked…his brain began the mental thought process… 
'Scully…fantasy…fantasy…Scully'

"Scully"

"I used to lie in my bed after you had called thinking about you"

"Did…you…touch…yourself…thinking…of…me?"

Mulder spoke slowly pausing to catch his breath after every word.

"Uhmmm"

"Jesus"

"Mulder is William asleep?"

"Uh huh"

She had rendered him speechless even from this distance he was putty 
in her hands.

"Okay lets go to bed then."

Mulder didn't need telling twice he almost fell off the couch tripping 
over a discarded bottle as he went.

Mulder listened to Scully talking to him about everything and nothing 
while he moved into the bedroom.

"You in our room yet?"

"Uh huh"

"Strip"

Scully listened intently to him getting out of his work clothes. The 
tie, the shirt, socks the unloosening of the belt and off with the 
pants, allowing his erection a little bit more room to move.

"You on the bed yet Mulder"

"I am now and I am at your disposal."

"Oh now that is too tempting"

"Scully I have no idea what you have in mind or how his is going to 
work."

"We'll just give it a go, just follow me"

Mulder got himself into the bed, his head so close to Scully's pillow 
he could smell her scent.  A sensual mix of vanilla and citrus filled 
his nostrils, he could almost feel her there with him.

"Mulder"

"Huh"

"You in bed?"

"Yes"

"Okay close your eyes, take a deep breath and imagine I am right there 
beside you.  My hands are moving through your silky smooth hazel hair, 
fingertips tracing the contours of your face.  Can you feel me?"

"Jesus Scully"

Scully could feel the heat rising with her, starting a familiar pool 
between her legs.  Her breathing was becoming shallow and erratic as 
the immense feelings of desire swept through her every being.  The way 
her voice had changed was proving to be very distracting for Mulder. 
His hands were moving in circular motions over his chest mimicking the 
way Scully teased him.  His touches were nowhere near feather like but 
Scully's purring was deepening his arousal.

"Mulder imagine my hands working their way across your chest, nipping 
gently at each nipple, before continuing their journey south.  Fingers 
exploring your stomach smoothing over the raised muscles of your 
abdomen, I've stopped briefly at your belly button.  I want to taste 
you…"

"Jesus Christ"

"My lips have stolen your mouth, my tongue brushing against your lips.  
That plump lower lip is heaven to me; I take it gently into my mouth, 
my tongue still probing for entrance.  You open your mouth slowly 
giving my tongue the opportunity to dance with yours, touching, 
tasting, feeling."

"OhhhmmmyyyygggoooddddSSCCCuuulllllEEEE"

"My hands are making light work of your boxers, fingers pushing under 
the elastic shimmying them down … lift of the bad just a little"

Mulder sighed as he did exactly as was instructed; he was lost in the 
moment.  The more she spoke to him the more he truly believed it to be 
Scully's hands on his body not his own.  His own thumbs were moving 
his boxers slowly down off his hips, over his growing erection and 
down his muscular thighs.  The slightest touch of skin against skin 
was sending shivers spiralling down his spine.

"Mulder you feel good, I want no I need you inside me right now.  But 
this is for you not for me tonight.  My lips remain on yours, my hands 
in between our bodies they find what they are looking for.  Jesus 
Christ Mulder you're really hard…. I am taking both hands placing them 
firmly around your cock.  Stroking up and down in firm continuous 
movements, circling my forefinger round your head, collecting the pre-
cum.  I am moving my fingers towards my lips, your eyes are wide in 
anticipation, I am licking my fingers tasting you on me, I could 
savour this taste forever.  Mulder talk to me what would you like to 
do?"

"Uhmmmm uhhhh ummmm"

"I know what I want to do."

"I…want…. to…position myself between your legs, I can smell your 
arousal now, you're dripping wet for me.  I'm flicking my tongue out, 
lapping up your juices, plunging one then two fingers into your hot 
steamy core.  You are beginning to writhe underneath me, begging for 
more."

Scully's hands were mimicking the movement of Mulder's, touching 
herself exactly how he said.

"Oohhhhh ggoodddd that's good"

"Your clit is a throbbing bundle of nerves, hard to the touch.  My 
tongue is massaging your most sensitive area; I stop for a second and 
suck long and hard.  I can feel the sensation of your orgasm starting 
to build."

Scully's hands were moving fast and furious and Mulder's were engaging 
in the same sort of rhythmic movement, they could hear each other 
getting aroused. Breathing fast, erratic, sighs and groans…. all 
symbols of their impending orgasms.

"I won't let go Scully, your hands are in my hair, trying to regulate 
my movement.  I feel your body harden and spasm, I stay with you 
riding out your orgasm."

"Jesus Christ Mulder"

Mulder began pumping harder and harder at his own throbbing organ; he 
could feel the blood rushing through his cock.  The intense burning 
sensation in his balls as they tightened signalling his release, he 
knew it wasn't going to be long now.  Within moments while he listened 
to Scully scream his name as her orgasm ripped through her entire 
being, he came hard and fast.  There was no one there to lap up the 
evidence, as he lay there sated, but was Scully whispering in his ear.  
Only his Scully could have thought if something like that to make her 
first time away from them more bearable, if that were the worst then 
she would have little problem leaving William and Mulder again.

"I know"

"That was definitely the best masturbatory experience I have ever had.  
I need you here with me now Mulder, I love you."

Mulder's voice was breathy and he almost purred making Scully melt:

"Me too Scully that was unbelievable…. Love you"

Before Scully could say good night she heard the familiar sound of 
Mulder breathing slow and even signalling he had fell asleep the phone 
still in his hand.

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6.10am Mulder residence

William had just gone down after his morning feed, Mulder was 
surprised at how well he had taken to the bottle when he was used to 
the breast.   With William taken care of, Mulder could turn his 
attention to himself and getting ready.  He jumped into the shower 
scrubbed his body clean, grinning to himself as he removed the traces 
of last night's activities from his stomach.

Dressed in just a towel he made his way back to the bedroom stopping 
only at the phone on the coffee table as it was flashing with a new 
message.  William began to stir he thought things were too good to be 
true.  Now he was torn, he was in a state of undress, needed to check 
the message to see if it was of any importance and see to his son.  He 
was only just beginning to realise how difficult this whole parenthood 
thing can be.

Mulder's decision was made for him as William's small murmur turned 
into a high pitched shrill.  Mulder almost ran into the bedroom 
scooping the crying baby into his arms, soothing him instantly:

"Okay Buddy Daddy is here and Mommy will be back soon, no need to 
worry.  We're going to take a trip into work again soon, so you can go 
play with uncle John and Auntie Monica.  If we're really good maybe 
Uncle Walter will come and pay us a visit…yes you like uncle Walter 
don't you."

Mulder still talking to William made his way into the living room to 
check his messages:

'Beep Morning sunshine…hope my two boys slept well.  That was the best 
way to spend a night apart Mulder…you were wonderful it felt like you 
were here with me all night long.  Charlie is a little better so I 
should be home soon.  Love you both.'

"You hear that William?  Mommy will be back soon.  I've missed her and 
I know you have too."

XxxxXxxxXxxxXxxxXxxxXxxxXxxxXxxxX

1.02pm J. Edgar Hoover Building

Doggett and Reyes had jus left on a case, that looked more like a 
teenage prank than an x-file but nonetheless they had left to look 
into it further.  Mulder wasn't sure if they were doing this because 
William was with him or if they genuinely wanted to be out in the 
field, either way he wasn't bothered.

Kimberley had just taken William out for a walk in his stroller during 
her lunch break; they both needed a breath of fresh air.

Mulder thought he was hearing things when he heard a sound he could 
never misplace, 3" fuck me pumps attached to a petite 5'1" redhead.  
Scully peered into the office her eyes glazed and dressed to kill.

"Hey stranger"

Mulder looked up from his desk and realised that he wasn't imagining 
it his Scully was stood right in front of his desk with an almost 
animalistic look in her eyes as if she could devour him in one go.

"Hey to you too"

Eye contact was all they needed to communicate their inner most 
feelings to each other and at this time that was a food thing as the 
thoughts they were having should definitely not be verbalised in the 
work place or any other place other than the privacy of their own 
home.

"Where's William?"

Scully questioned looking a little worried:

"Kimberley just took him out for lunch about ten minutes ago you just 
missed them."

"Really?"  Scully replied in a mischievous tone and a glint in her eye

"They'll be at least an hour"

Scully could hardly contain her excitement and obvious arousal:

"Doggett, Reyes"

"They're out as well"

"Really?"

"Uh huh"

"Does this place have a lock Mulder?"

"Yes"

No invitation was necessary the click of the door could be heard down 
the corridor, as now they could act out last night's events in person.

"Mulder I fantasised about this"

"What?"  Mulder almost choked

"Right here in this office"

END