Just a Dream By-Lisa manager_Dscully@hotmail.com Rating-What else? NC17 of course! Description-Oh no, you'll have to read it! ;) 9:20 PM, Worcester, Massachusetts Scully blinked several times in an effort to stay awake. She glanced over at Mulder who was engrossed in his latest copy of Penthouse. She rolled her eyes at the over-sexed cover with the 3 blonde women with *way* too much eyeliner and enough silicon to give all the women in Hollywood boob jobs. She always felt a little inadequate when she saw those magazines with women like that. She looked in her small hand mirror at her makeup, which had long since worn off, then discreetly down at her chest. she reminded herself, fixing her attention on the tiny TV screen 2 seats ahead of her. "Attention, passengers. The plane will be landing in approximatly 5 minutes at Pruitt Airport." Thank God. Scully stretched, a little more alert now, knowing that soon she could go to her hotel room and just get some sleep and maybe a drink. Or two. 10:13 PM, Scully's hotel room Scully stifled a yawn with another sip of her 3rd martini. While getting ready for bed, she couldn't stop thinking about Mulder and his magazines. She kept telling herself to let it go; that those girls were fakes anyway from their silicon chest to their overly exaggerated expressions of *desire*. she pep- talked herself. The last thing she thought of before falling asleep was how she really cared for Mulder…How she loved him…and what she would do if he was ever suddenly gone….. 1 AM, S's hotel room. "No! I wont believe it!" Mulder was jarred from his sleep. He looked around uncertainly. Was he dreaming? "Noooooo……" the anguished cry from the next room continued. Scully. "Mulder! Come back…I'm so alone…" Mulder jumped from his bed and ran into Scully's room. He knelt at her bedside and lay a gentle hand on her shoulder. "Scully, are you ok?" he asked. Scully moved around slightly as if pushing someone away, still crying, those anguished cries breaking Mulder's heart. "Scully….SCULLY!" he shook her again, this time a little more forcefully. She opened her eyes which were wild and red. "Mulder! You were…you…were.." she began, but was cut off by sobs. Mulder drew her close in a comforting hug "Scully, calm down. I'm here, I'm here.." he soothed, stroking her hair. Scully swallowed and took a deep breathe. "I..I was alone. Literally. The room was cold, dark and empty…and you were dead. I was just…" she trailed off. Scully locked her arms around his neck, burying her face in his shoulder. He noticed she was trembling. "Scully, I'm here now and I'm not leaving. Ever" he rubbed her back gently. She reached up to touch his cheek. "Mulder…I think you know by now---I mean, its so obvious. I…I love you. Always have, always will. I feel I should tell you now, in case……I don't ever get the chance. That dream really opened my eyes to how empty my life would be without you" She looked up into Mulder's intense face, unable to read his expression. "Oh God, this was a bad idea. I knew it" she groaned. "No…No, Scully, don't be sorry. I love you too." He reassured her. "Oh god, I thought I'd---" "---Made a fool of yourself? You could never do that Scully. You can do no wrong in my eyes." Scully touched his face again, pulling him towards her. He made no effort to pull away. Their lips touched and Scully's fear and lonliness melted away. "Scully, you're still shaking" he said, pulling the blanket over her. "Yeah, but this time…I don't want it to stop" she said, smiling and kissing his forehead. His hand went to the buttons of her silk shirt, then hesitated. "Scully, this feels kind of wrong. Like I'm taking advantage of you in your vulnerable state" he said apologetically, biting his lip. Scully shook her head, wiping her tear stauned face. "Mulder, don't worry. Don't think. Just do what comes naturally. Trust yourself, and me. Cast away your fears and just go" she whispered as she unbuttoned her shirt. Mulder pushed the shirt off of Scully's shoulders and down her back. He planted gentle kisses on her neck, cleavage and stomach. He wanted to touch her, taste her forever. Recovering from a bad dream or not, Scully was still responsive. When his tongue touched her nipple, it hardened under his touch. She moaned slightly. "Oh God, do that moan again Scully" he begged. "…make me" she said seductively. "Don't think I wont" he smiled, kissing her breasts again. Another groan escaped her lips. She slowly slid her pants and underwear down her legs. Mulder pulled away and stared at her, seeing her innocent, blue eyes shining up at him, watching. Waiting. Anticipating. He straddled her as he pulled is shirt up over his head, and threw it to the floor, his pants following. She kissed his muscular stomach, down just above his erection. Shifting her hips, her nails digging into his shoulders she groaned as he penetrated her. Slick, heat enveloped his cock as he slid in and out. He felt so in tune with Scully and her body. Though this was only their first time, it felt familiar and safe. "Mulder…its like you can see into my soul" Scully commented breathlessly. "I know, I know" he sighed as he thrust again and again. She began rocking her hips. She wanted him deeper. Thrusting in and out of her center, Mulder groaned. "Scul……….Scully…" He moved faster within her, to the point where Scully was clinging to him for support. "UnhhggMulder…MULDER!" She didn't want this to stop, and prayed the cheap springy matress would hold out on them. "OhGodScully---" :"Mulder, don't…Stop…" Hell he wasn't planning on it. He could taste the desperation in her rough kisses as their lips met frantically sucking, finding each other in the darkness. The heat was out of control. Scully thought. "UngggMulderrrrr" she cried out as she came, her arms falling from his shoulders to her sides as she tried to catch her breath. Mulder released inside of her, all his pent up sexual frustration leaving his body. "Mulder…as horrible as that dream was, I'm glad I had it. I think it was a sign. For us to consummate our…relationship" she told him, pausing briefly, unable to decide how to describe what she & Mulder had between them. "You know how much I wanted this? Just to hold you close. Just to have you to myself." He asked her quietly, running his fingers through her tangled hair. "And do you know how much I wanted you to do that to me? So bad Mulder. So bad it hurt. When you cried, I cried too. When you were hurt, It hurt me too only worse." She told him, sniffling a bit. "Oh god, here I go again." She said with an embarrassed chuckle. She blinked, but a few tears fell down to land on her cheeks, despite her efforts to hold them back. "You know, when we met…it was amazing. There was just this..*thing* between us/ Call it kismet, lust even. I mean sure, I was cool, calm, collected on the outisde, but inside, my heart was doing back flips" she continued "And your expression….You looked like you'd seen an angel" He smiled. "But I did. An earth angel. You." He murmured softly. They shared a kiss again. "I think we should try and get some sleep now" Suggested Mulder, glancing at the clock which glowed 2:15 AM in bright red numbers. He turned off the light. "Good night Scully. I love you" "Sweet dreams" she said, a smile on her face. "Sweet dreams." He repeated.. The end! Ok, people I want feed back..be brutal!!