From: Subject: Lights Out (NC-17) Date: Wednesday, December 01, 1999 2:49 PM LIGHTS OUT By Shans Disclaimers: I have no rights, they all belong to Chris Carter, 1013 and Fox. Other than that, I made this. Notes: I am a pervert. I love to read this filth and thought it might be fun to write some, too. Let me know if you like it, otherwise, tough patootie. Pure M/S trash, if offended by this, don't read it. Scully entered her apartment and flipped on the light switch. Nothing. She flipped a couple more times out of aggravated desperation. 'Just great,' she thought to herself, 'Yet another thing to go wrong today.' It was not as if it had been a bad day, just an extremely unproductive one. She hated when, no matter how hard she tried, nothing would fit the way it should. She had been running some supposedly simple lab tests on some recent specimens they had come across at their last crime scene, but was not having a lot of luck. The results just wouldn't work together. Of course, Mulder had not been much help, either. For some strange reason, he kept hovering over her unnecessarily and making more of his lame double entendres. Frankly, it was the closeness that bothered her the most. Her mind tended to drift into endless fantasies when he flitted around her almost touching her, brushing against her ever so slightly now and again. It could be sheer agony and things were difficult enough at the moment. Finally, she had had enough. "Just go home, Mulder." Dana finally blurted out, venting her frustration somewhat undeservedly on him. "You're distracting me too much and I would really like to feel like I'm getting paid for something other than just listening to your jokes today." He had seemed a little hurt by that, but then seemed to recover quickly. "OK, Scully . . . your home or mine?" Dana just looked up and arched an eyebrow at him. "OK, OK, I'm going." He held his hands up in mock defeat, grinning at her. "See you later, right?" "Sure," she replied, not sure at all what he had meant by later. So here she was, home alone on another Friday night and she could not even turn on the damn light. Well, fuck it, she would worry about it tomorrow. She locked the door and made her way to the bedroom by memory, removing her jacket as she went. She made it in, kicked off her shoes and flipped on the switch there. Nothing. All right, this was strange. Bulbs do not burn out at the same time. Maybe the building blew a circuit. She looked at her nightstand but the readout on her digital alarm clock read 8:53 just like it should. The hairs on the back of her neck suddenly stood on end and she was sure someone else was in the room. "It's just me, Scully." She looked sharply in the direction of what was distinctly Mulder's voice. "Mulder, what the hell are you doing here? And more importantly, what the hell is wrong with my lights?" "Well, first of all you told me to go home and you never said who's home. Remember, I asked. Also, I needed to talk to you. In response to your second question, I untwisted the bulbs just a bit. They work fine." "O-O-O-O-O-O Kayyyyyyy. And you did that because??" she asked. "I need to talk to you about something and I was afraid to see the look on your face when I did. I'm not sure I could take it." "Mulder," she replied, a bit exacerbated, "you know you can talk to me about anything. I don't judge you. You are my partner, my friend . . . . " She let the rest go unsaid, not wanting to leave herself too open. "Trust me on this one, then, I might not be able to complete this conversation in the light." He stated. "Alright, Mulder, have it your way. But do you mind if I get changed first? I've been on my feet so long and these clothes aren't exactly nice and comfortable." "Go ahead," he replied, yet he made no move to leave. After a few seconds of just standing there, she sighed. "Well?" she asked. As if in reply, Mulder went to her and reached out his hand, caressing her cheek. Scully felt an extreme warmth wash through her body, starting at the point of contact. "Sit down," he said softly, gently helping her to the edge of the bed. She did, but looked at him strangely. Her eyes had adjusted enough to see vaguely by the lights coming in her bedroom window, but everything was just shadows. Mulder knelt down in front of her and picked up one of her feet with both of his hands, sliding her shoe off as he did so. Slowly, he began to massage her foot. Dana jerked her foot away, mostly because what he was doing was giving her very unpartnerlike feelings towards him. She had enough of those already, thank you very much. "What are you doing?" she asked much more sharply than she meant to, due, she was sure, to the shock his touch sent through her body. Mulder simply picked her foot up and began massaging it again, from the center out. "I'm trying to talk to you and make you comfortable at the same time. Is that OK?" He was not being sarcastic, Dana thought, he obviously meant it. If he asked, she could deny him nothing. "OK," she breathed. A little shudder ran through her. Mulder adjusted his position so he was firmly on the floor now and placed her heel so it rested on his thigh. Not once did his fingers stop working her flesh. It was a lovely torture. "Scully," he went on after a few seconds, his hands now massaging the ball of her foot, "how do you feel about our relationship?" Scully froze for a brief moment. Surely he was not thinking what she was. "What do you mean, Mulder?" she asked in reply. "Well," he had finished with that foot and now was picking up the other one, sliding off its shoe, "I've just been thinking a lot lately about you and me and wondering what we were all about." God, this felt so good, she could not think right now. Rely on old standard responses, Scully. "We're about the X-Files, Mulder. You know that." "Oh." He seemed disappointed, but his fingers were still moving across her skin. The thinness of her stockings was doing nothing to protect her from his touch. She could not take it. "What do you think we're about, Mulder?" "I'm not sure, Scully. That's why I came to see you." His hands had stopped moving, but were still holding her foot and . . . . ankle? When had he put his hand around her ankle? "Why, Mulder?" she whispered, leaning slightly forward so her forearms rested on her knees. She realized, suddenly, he needed to be led just a bit to some sort of an answer. "What would you like us to be about?" Mulder raised up on his knees again, which put him face to face with Scully. They were close enough to feel each other's breath. "I want us to be about the X-Files, Scully . . ." "Oh," she replied, pulling back just a bit. He reached out suddenly and grabbed her gently by the elbows, not letting her pull back anymore. "But I'd also like us to be about each other. I need us to be about each other. I need you." Scully's heart began to race. "I'd like that, too, Mulder. I've needed you for so long," she replied reaching a hand up to his face and cupping his cheek. Mulder leaned in just a bit more then and slid his hands up her arms until one hand rested on each side of her face. Ever so slowly and softly he kissed her lips. Her stomach flip-flopped with the thrill of his mouth. She leaned further into him and strengthened the kiss. His mouth moved slightly and she felt his tongue glide over her lower lip, caressing it as if to ask entrance. She gladly acquiesced and his tongue passed slowly over her teeth before moving into her mouth. The kiss began to intensify as their tongues danced together. Her hands wound their way around his neck and she pulled him to her as hard as she could. This was heaven. Suddenly, he broke the kiss. "Scully, would you mind if I turned the lights on?" Mulder asked gently, "I want to be able to see you." "You're the one who turned them off," she teased. She hated that the contact had been broken and she hated that the light was so bright when it came on. Squinting was not attractive on anybody. Just as she was getting focused, Mulder appeared in front of her, kneeling again. "Weren't you going to get these uncomfortable clothes off?" he asked. Before she could reply, his hand slid up her leg and he gently began to pull off one of her stockings. Heat flooded her body. "Mulder, what are you doing?" she asked. "Helping you get more comfortable, Scully." She looked into his face and suddenly realized he was staring intently at her. "Do you want me to stop?" he inquired, his hands not leaving her leg, but ceasing in their path downwards. She could not speak and just shook her head slightly. He resumed work on her first stocking. Once it was removed, he began slowly massaging his way back up her leg. When he reached the spot where the elastic top of her stocking had been, he gently nudged her skirt up and began kissing the abused flesh. "Mulder,' she gasped, "are you sure about this?" "What do you mean, Scully?" he asked, transferring his attention to her other leg. Slowly, he began to ease her other stocking down. She was definitely finding it hard to think, but she knew what Mulder's type was and she was definitely not the leggy, blonde type he usually associated with. If this was going to happen, she wanted to make sure it was because he truly wanted it to happen with her and not because this was another one of his 'I'd do anything for my best friend Scully' things. "I mean, Mulder," she was really having to struggle with maintaining her thought processes, "are you sure you want this to happen between us?" Mulder's hand froze just as he had finished removing her stocking. "Why, don't you?" "Yes." She replied more adamantly than she had meant to. She was rewarded with a lopsided grin. "Now answer my question," she insisted. "With every ounce of my being," he responded as he began massaging his way up her second leg. He bent over to kiss this thigh as he had the first. Her hands went to his shoulders and neck, then travelled up to run through his hair. His hands had snaked their way around her waist and he sat up once more to take her mouth with his in an intense kiss, their tongues dancing together deeply, their mouths melded as one. His mouth left hers and slowly he kissed and licked his way to her ear. His tongue began to slowly trace the outer edge of Scully's ear as his hands slowly unbuttoned her blouse. She gently began to trace her finger up his sides, feeling each rib as she went. Suddenly she grabbed him tightly as his tongue made its way into the opening of her ear. When he began to suck on her ear at the same time, she almost lost it. The pressure and moisture felt terrific. She groaned and slid her hands under his shirt. Her fingers began to trace around his ribcage and worked their way up to his nipples. Lightly she raked her thumbnails across them, causing them to become erect. Mulder slid her now unbuttoned blouse off of her shoulders and began kissing and nibbling his way down her neck to where it joined her shoulder, undoing her bra at the same time. Upon reaching the juncture, he bit down into the nerve there, making her jump slightly. Dana decided she could not take it any longer and swiftly lifted his T-shirt over his head. She stared at his naked torso lustily for a mere second before forcefully shoving him flat onto the bed. Just as quickly, her fingers flew to his fly and began unbuttoning his jeans while doing what she had longed to do the first time she saw his chest. Her mouth began kissing the hollow at the base of his throat, working downwards slowly, her tongue painting small spirals as she went. At the same time, Fox began to run his fingers lightly along the waistband of her skirt, finding the zipper in the back and releasing it. Scully's mouth began to work its way sideways, until she reached his nipple. Her tongue slowly worked its way around the areola before her mouth covered it. She began to suck and lick at the same time, then suddenly her teeth grazed over the surface, pinching the nipple and pulling it up until her mouth slid off. Sitting up suddenly, Dana yanked his jeans down and off with a fierceness, almost pulling Mulder off the bed. Mulder sat up and slid Dana's skirt off before grabbing her shoulders and kissing her again with the same intensity she had just shown him. Their mouths slanted across each others, almost brutally, while they licked each other's teeth, gums, tongues, cheeks, then penetrating as deeply as they could into each others mouths. Mulder pulled away, breaking the kiss and looked at Dana. "Wait," he said, "Let's go a little slower. I want this to last." "I'm not sure I can go any slower, Mulder," Scully replied, grabbing the waistband of his boxers and carefully lowering them. "Try." He replied. He stepped out of his boxers and relieved Scully of her own underwear before gently placing her on the bed on her stomach. "Mulder, what are you doing?" she asked. "Trust me." He straddled her thighs and leaned over to her nightstand, picking up a bottle. A light fragrance of almonds floated down to Scully just as Mulder's hands began to spread the warm oil over her shoulders. Slowly, he began to knead out all of the day's tensions from her neck and shoulders. His hands then began to work out to her arms. A hum began to emit from Dana. "You OK, Scully?" Fox asked, working on her middle and lower back now. "God, yes, Mulder. I'm fantastic." She replied. Mulder's hands continued to work their magic over her buttocks and legs, then he slowly rolled her over and did the same for her front. When he was finally finished, he lay down on his side next to Dana, but she pushed him over stating simply "Your turn." She began just as he had, but when she was nearly done massaging his front, her fingernails began to scrape lightly up the sole of his foot. She smiled at him suddenly, then her head swooped down as she took his big toe in her mouth and began to suck on it as hard as she could. Mulder's breath caught and Dana, pleased with his response, began to slowly kiss her way up the inside of his leg. Upon reaching the apex, she took first one, then the other of his balls into her mouth and carefully sucked on them. Then she began to lick his penis from the root to the tip before taking it into her mouth and throat. Soon, her tongue began to play with the ridge at the tip, bumping up and down over it. Mulder groaned and clenched his hands into fists trying desperately to hold on. To avoid losing all control, he rolled over quickly, taking Dana with him. "Your turn," he mimicked, staring wickedly into her eyes as his fingertips stoked gently up and down the inside of her thigh. Slowly, his head lowered to join his hand. Gently he spread her thighs open. "You're beautiful," he stated simply before slowly applying his tongue to her clitoris. Scully felt her insides flip over when he said it, but found it hard to think the next second as he blew hot, moist air on her and licked her again. He was being agonizingly slow and gentle and it was getting to be almost too much. "More," she breathed. It was almost a whisper, but he must have heard as immediately his mouth descended fully upon her as he sucked and played with her clitoris. At the same time, his hand began to stroke its way up her thigh gently and a finger entered her. The full attack on her senses was almost too much and her body leapt. Mulder held on and continued his slow attack inserting a second finger and finding a sensitive spot to toy with. He sped up until Dana felt as though she was pulsing. Suddenly she felt it coming down on her, the pressure building. "I can't hold on . . ." she managed to get out. Mulder's mouth stopped its magic for just a minute. "Let go," Mulder managed to get out before finding his place and starting up again. Within seconds, the pressure exploded inside of her and Dana cried out, grabbing Mulder hard by the shoulders. Before she could completely relax, though, Mulder was next to her, kissing her, letting her taste her flavors mixed with his. Scully wrapped one thigh over his and, pushing him over onto his back, straddled him. "Our turn," she whispered as she slowly guided him into her. She began so painstakingly slow, Mulder began to whimper ever so slightly and shake. He looked so beautiful and helpless, she decided to have pity on him. Scully began to move faster, tilting and rotating her hips, finding what pleased him the most. Her hand went to his chest and she lightly scraped her fingernails over his nipples, then around them. "Let it go, Mulder," she whispered to him, "Fuck me." He stared at her, then rolled her over onto her back. Grabbing each leg with one hand behind the knee, he lifted them up and drove into her. She groaned and shook with the pleasure of the penetration, grabbing him by the hips and urging him faster. They drove into each other and as he struck a sensitive spot each time Dana could feel another orgasm rapidly approaching. She gripped his buttocks hard and moaned, unable to speak but desperate for him to understand she was about to come. Suddenly, she spasmed and cried out as her body released itself again. Just seconds later, Mulder too cried out as he finally allowed his own much needed release. "Dana," he screamed and she clutched him to her as fiercely as she could. A few minutes later, as they lay clutching each other, Dana looked at Mulder and asked him, "Why tonight?' "I don't know," he replied, "I just couldn't think of going another night without you. I love you too much to be without you anymore." "I'm glad," she said, "I love you too." END A bit lame in places maybe, but, oh well. What do you think? bhans@dmans.com